living in sweet memory 

oh my god is that a PIMPLE!? LOL that was a year ago. now its on THE right side -___-" 

still looking back.. man thank god i found the memory card. 

a year ago, i was still playing in Marid. alongside David Beckham(the fucker). he likes me(the victim).and everyone love me there HAHA thats right 

a year ago, i was still playing in Marid. alongside David Beckham(the fucker). he likes me(the victim).and everyone love me there HAHA thats right 

living in sweet memory 

a year ago? 

Music for your ass, good for its well-being 

Busted-3am


I don’t give a damn about you

No nothing can change my mind

No wayI’m happy just to let you walk away

Don’t think about you at night

I’m happy to be alone

Its okay

But that was yesterday

And now I’m driving in my car

Words don’t get me far

When they don’t mean s**t

I’m calling you at 3am

And I’m standing here right outside your door

And I don’t think that my heart could take much more

I’m scared of cracking up again

I just want it to be like it was before

Cos I don’t think that my heart could take much more

I don’t give a damn what you do

I’m going to get with you Again

And that’s the way this night is gonna end

You say that you need some time

How long does it take to see

That we Are more than meant to be

And now you’re driving in your car

But you won’t get far

Cos your car is s**t

I’m calling you at 3am

And I’m standing here right outside your door

And I don’t think that my heart could take much more

I’m scared of cracking up again

I just want it to be like it was before

Cos I don’t think that my heart could take much more

Could take much moreCould take much more could take much more

And now I’m driving in my car

Words don’t get me far

When they don’t mean s**t

I’m calling you at 3am

And I’m standing here right outside your door

And I don’t think that my heart could take much more

I’m scared of cracking up again

I just want it to be like it was before

Cos I don’t think that my heart could take much more

after spending the night doing this html shit which was dragged on even longer by lame idiot shan an, my head's in a spin. I woke up LATE thats predictable, i slept at 4 am. and partially because of the irritating calls i receive which made me wanna stay in bed even moreeeee.hahaha i am so sorry my tutor! i forgot about tuition this morning and the callss.. it was him and so i didn't bother to pick them up and made him waited outside my door. my mum said he was really mad about this haha couldnt blame him.
zzzz watched six strong guys last night with shan an haha gotta say its damn hilarious if i could rename the movie, i would call it, six dumb guys lol but well, dumb but funny


i feel studious today, i consider that a good thing. haha, i woke up at 3pm, obviously skipped my breakfast and lunch. but its kinda strange i dont feel hungry maybe i had a food feast in my dreams lol gotta mug now history and s.s oooh.. i am in the MOOD

My outfit for the night 

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HELLO my peeps! i am Esmond and i am a donkey. so this is my first time blogging wanna say special thanks to anonymous for guiding me along the way.. lol never before was i ever interested in online journals but i felt a sudden need to keep me occupied for the free time i get at home cos of the curfews. my father imposed.
*grins

So today is saturday, saturdays are suppose to be fun but i am freaking exhausted from last night's pool game which we got fined $40 for losing a cue ball but i fucking swear it wasn't me. damn even though i won, my mood was totally off the hook was suppose to be hanging high up there then BECAUSE i thought i get a FREE pool game cause weida, u know him! he's so damn generous but still can't make him pay for the cue ball alone right. i have conscience one kae. i will feel bad if i don't pay. LOL

but well today was pretty alright i guess, to make up for last night's unfortunate incident =) i had my dad increased my allowance lol i shan't state how much i get now.. shows my efforts paid off. i am ever so convincing. hahaha sorry dad I WON =D eh but i still find my allowance tooo LIL they have a F-ing load of money they dont give.... please learn to be generous and extra nice to your son and he promise to continue the family line. lol i sang another 4 hrs today. gotta perfect my voice for my band. mmm so far so good =)

gotta run to sleep - this blissful night-

Yes. Esmond loves himself so much that he has to create a blog about his life story so that people will read it and know that he loves himself.